Now who's Arrogant?

Arrogant - i searched this word in the dictionary and this is what i found: making claims or pretensions to superior importance or rights; overbearingly assuming; insolently proud.

Assuming we are all arrogant, or lets just say someone tells you how Arrogant you are.. What could be your reaction?

Gee, this is what i encountered yesterday. I was doing the usual thing in the afternoon (chatting). In the room, there's 5 or 6 chatters. Only a couple have registered using GUEST as his/her nick. You see, when your inside the room and IF you want to have a good conversation with the people in the room, you shouldn't be afraid of putting a name. Not to the point that you are going to disclose yourself but at least one way of introducing yourself to the chatters inorder for them to welcome YOU.

I know that our chatroom is still not 100% complete. We in the chatroom knew that. There are still a lot of changes and a lot of things to improve. WE KNOW THAT!

I know I am not good in creating websites coz i havent studied it. Sometimes, i still need to ask someone who knows how to use the computer for help. BECAUSE I AM NOT GOOD AT COMPUTERS!

What happened yesterday with this "SICK MORON" guy (who is by the way "an expert" in creating websites) was just so unacceptable. We were chatting. Then, wholla! there you are using the name GUEST 7892... I asked you to introduce yourself. You just didnt mind it. Ok, so be it.! Second time... I asked YOU to log out and register another legit nickname in the chatroom... Again, you didnt say anything. As a moderator, I've given YOU several warnings already. I even sent YOU a f@cking message to PLEASE LOG OUT AND USE A LEGIT NICKNAME NOT AS GUEST... Again, as if you dont know how to read. OK... I cant stand it no more... I gave you my Last Warning... Hey, guest 7892 last warning for you.. pls log out and register another nickname... But, instead of logging out, you sent me a PM (private message), telling me "Boy Paslot kanus-a pa nagkawebsite ang love radio?" Duh! just to remind YOU, you dont have to pretend knowing that you made this website... And it's YOUR Company who created this...! See how SICK you are?

So, what I did as the moderator of the chatroom, and since you dont care about my warnings, I clicked your name and clicked "BANNED"... Whollah!! Your out!! Minute after, you called the station... Asking for my name... Geee, you know me! See how pretentious you are?!! And so, as a good person, I gave you my name... I said, I'm Denis Barazona, DJ of Love Radio aka Boy Paslot... Then you asked me, "what did you do, you've banned our IP address...?"... I was shocked... How the hell will I know about banning an IP Address...? My conscience is clear. All I did was clicking your name and clicked "BAN". That's all....

Then suddenly you called up your "GIRL MANAGER". Oh yeah we've talked... Nice conversation... Showbiz?? Hehehe... Again she reminded me that the site is still not complete.! And I answered "yeah i know that!" And she asked me again why I banned their IP Address? And I muttered the same answer. And she asked me why can't they logged in? ANd i answered, "how in the world will I know? YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT," i said... And what did I get? She said, she's going to make an appointment with my manager. Duh! NOT AFRAID AT ALL... I can even present to you the transcript of our conversation.

I know that I didn't do anything wrong except BANNING someone who doesnt know how to make introductions. Banning someone who is a great pretender... Banning someone who is Arrogant! And what does the word ARROGANT MEAN? IT MEANS >>> making claims or pretensions to superior importance or rights; overbearingly assuming; insolently proud.

Ohh boy... Hope I didnt Hurt you...

My Needs...

During our lives we're faced with so many elements as well, we experience so many setbacks, and fight such a hand-to-hand battle with failure, head down in the rain, just trying to stay upright and have a little hope. Life so hard. Yes indeed, if your not strong enough to face life's tests, you'll definitely fall down.

I have been wandering around. Moving from one place to another. Trying to find a place that'll give me comfort. Trying to find a place to settle down.

I need PEACE in my life. I need comfort. I need protection. I need guidance.

THOUGHT OF THE DAY:

"I think I learned just to follow that journey and have the faith that everything's going to turn out all right. I've always had that faith."

Have a great Day!!

Ang mga iring nga laagan

Ang usa daw ka iring nga lalake kung makakita gani ug iring nga babaye di jud na mahimutang.. Ilabi na kung oras kini sa ilahang pagbiga-biga... Kung magkasinabot gani, magginukdanay dayun sa atup...

Sus, ako gani pag makadungog ug mga iring nga nanguwag, muulbo dayun ang akuang kaspa. Unsaun, lain kaayo paminawon oi. Kinsa ba guy ganahan maminaw anang tingug nga tagning kaayo unya namiga pa jud.

Ingun ani man jud ang nature sa mga iring.

Sa laing bahin, kung mangatol gani ang mga tiil sa mga iring nga duhay tiil, hala di na jud kini mapugngan... Bahala na ug gabagyo, basta makalaag lang.

Nice man pud kung magkita ang mga iring. Kay order dayun ug usa ka bucket nga beer unya ug kung maganahan na gani, magdungag pa kini...

Sama na lamang niadtong niaging friday sa gabie... Didto na pud nagkita na mga iring sa Idol Grill sa Torres... Mao ni ang mga itsura sa mga iring ayy... Palihug na lang ko ug Li^li..











DAGHAN PANG MGA PICTURES NAMU SA FRIENDSTER ACCOUNT SA MGA IRING:

davaoiring@yahoo.com

Ang pagwara-wara sa mga iring...

Grabe na talaga to ha?... After how many days and nights na gimik ako ng gimik, i found places na i've never been before... I have to admit it, im not really a happy go lucky guy... I'm a homebuddy... Usually, bahay at opisina lang talaga ako...

But since nung simula ng show ko na iring-iring sa Love Radio, i found friends na mahilig gumimik.. Sila ang dahilan eh kung baket lagi na akong nasa labas ng bahay pag gabi...

Nakakabaliw rin naman kasi ang magmukmok sa bahay, at manood ng Dvd or Tv... Nakakabingi din ang sobrang katahimikan ng place na tinirhan ko... So, I'm here... Di lang din naman ako ang matanda sa grupo.. Although most of them are way younger than me..

What we usually do after ng show? Imagine ha, 2pm nasa C5 Victoria na kame... Dun na tambay.. Sarap kasi dun eh.. Parang bahay na rin.. May privacy and walang disturbances... We can shout, laugh ( na siyang lage naming ginagawa ), kwentuhan, kantahan and minsan magsasayawan pa... Kilala na nga ang grupo sa C5 eh... Paano ba naman kami ata ang pinaka-maingay dun...

Sa tinagal-tagal kong hindi gumimik, napag-iiwanan na nga ako.. Ngayon ko lang nalaman na meron na palang beautiful places to hang-out sa may Torres St., Kinagabihan kasi after sa C5, direcho na kami sa jikongs or jikoys... Cool maxadu mga tao dun... Lahat ata magbabarkada...

Anyway, just last thursday binuksan na rin ang bagong C5 sa may torres st., harap lang ng dusk till dawn..

Aba, di rin nagpahuli ang grupo... Ganyan katindi ang grupo ngayon... Hehehe. Nag-eenjoy din naman ako kasi libre rin naman.. Kaya lang problema.. KAsi nga, ako yung kanilang lider kaya parang ako yung hari na pinagsisilbihan...

Tindi talaga ang asenso ng davao ngayon.. Bars, CLubs, etcs are sprouting like kabute...

Hmmm where could be our next destination? Abangan... Hehehe...

We Did it !!!

With all the facts and figures, no doubt about it Iring-iring sa Love Radio is making wave all across southern mindanao. And we have many reasons to celebrate... The response of the people is overwhelming. This is it!

Everyone here at Love Radio Davao is working so hard to gain back what we've lost. We may fall down but that doesnt mean we should stop TRYING HARD. Remember, we know how to stand up and fight and IT IS A GOOD FIGHT and were truly proud of it.

Iring-iring - one of Davao's most listened to radio program is now dominating the airwaves. And WE THANK YOU for you undying support.

Rest assured that we are still thinking of Good things to give you good entertainment..

Sa mga hindi tumitigil na siraan ang Love Radio at maging ang inyong lingkod, ako po'y nagpapasalamat... You are actually giving good publicity for the station.

Anuman ang mangyari, tuloy tuloy tayong magkakaroon ng tuwa at ligaya. Wag na po nating patulan ang mga naninira. Wag na nating pansinin ang mga taong hindi marunong tumanggap ng pagkatalo.

Maraming Salamat po sa Lahat ng sumuporta ng programang Iring-iring at sa Love Radio!!!

A circle of LIFE...

Yehah!! Hapit na jud naku mahuman ang pagtan-aw naku sa CSI.. Naa na ko sa Season 6 episode 13...

Mao na..! Mao ni..! Mao ni ang nakabuang naku.. Ang magtan-aw ug CSI... Season 7 na pud ang akuang paabuton..

Anyway, mao ni ang akuang ginabuhat matag-adlaw... Ang mag-atubang sa Tv unya tan-aw sa akuang mga paboritong salida.. Panagsa na man lang sab ko mulili ug tv kay gikapoy na ko ug paminaw sa mga balita.. Actually, sa internet na lang ko nagakuha ug mga latest updates...

Kagabie, nanawag pa jud ang akuang migu nga nagtrabaho sa Manila Peninsula... Nangutana kung asa daw ang nindut nga laagan dire sa Davao... Siyempre daghan jud kong gipang-hisgut kaniya... Mao na siya si Arnel, usa ka chef sa Manila Peninsula... Uban sab si Luis nga tua na nag-work sa Peninsula HOllywood California... Niabot man gud si Luis arun magbakasyon... Unya kay gusto man daw nilang musuway ug laag ngari sa Davao mao nga nag-inquire sila...

Gikapoy ko ug panglaba gahapon oi... Dugay na nakung gisud-ong ning akuang mga nilabhan... Maayo na lang gani kay murag ning-gana ang akuang lawas ug ningbangon arun kusu-kusuon ning akung mga hugaw nga mga brief's ug medyas... Dugay-dugay na man sab pud kong wa naga-laba tungod kay pag-abot naku sa balay magsige na man lang ko ug higda unya tan-aw dayun ug salida. Mao bitaw nga ang akuang lawas ningburot...

Today, wa koy laing buhaton kundi ang padayunon ang pagpangita ug eskwelahan para sa akuang pag-umangkon nga gipa-eskwela... Hayskul na jud intawon ni... Mao nga gusto naku nga i-enroll siya sa usa ka pribadong eskwelahan... Di ko gusto nga sa pablik ra siya kay ako gagikan pud sa pablik school... Awww.. wa man hinuon naku gitamay ning mga taga Pablik Skuls pero gusto naku nga matilawan pud sa akuang mga pag-umangkon kung unsa ang feeling nga nag-eskwela sa mga private skuls...

Grabe jud ka-ekspensive ang mga private schools karun noh? ilabi na ning mga eskwelahan nga gigunitan sa mga simbahan, mga pari ug mga madre bah!... Sus, grabeeee kamahal sa ilahang tuition fees... Pero sulit man pud hinuon kay nindut man sab ang training...

Karun, manawag na pud ko ani arun mangita ug mas nindut pa nga eskwelahan.. Hinaut unta nga makakita na ko ug school arun makapa-enroll na ning akuang pag-umangkon samtang wa pa pud ni nahurot ang akuang tinigum...

Unya pud diay gabie, laag na pud ko sa Rizal Promenade para mag-host sa Star of Davao Year 5... Naa na sa semi-final round... Last week didto mi sa Damosa Gateway... Actually, every Friday ang semi-final round nga ginabuhat namu sa bisan asang area dire sa Davao. Ang star of davao iya kini sa NCCC Supermarket ug NCCC Mall...

Pikit National High School...

Sa dihang nagtungha pa ko ug hayskul, naa jud koy mga paboritong maestra ug naa puy mga kontra kaayo...

Ang uban nahimo pa nakung barkada... Unsaun man nga mga "friendly" man kaayo ni sila... Mao nga ganahan jud kaayo muuban nila...

Grabe pa gani to si Ma'am Trece nga maoy vocal coach naku, kinugos pa naku iyang anak... Hehehe.. Ingun ana mi ka-close... As in jud...

Pero as time goes by, duna nay mga maestra naku nga nangamatay na... Sama kang Maam Ragay nga teacher naku sa Chemisty. Sobra ka maldita ni siya pero friend gihapon naku. Rest in Peace maam ragay... Apil pud siya nga nakakuha ug sakit nga cancer...

I would like to present to you, ang mga bag-ung dagway sa Pikit National High School...

Mao na sila ang pipila lamang sa mga banggiitang maestra ug maestro sa Pikit National High School...

Mabuhay ang mga taga Pablik!!!

Para sa mga taga Pikit National High School paki-basa ani:

"Without me i know you would still be complete...

Without me you can still go on...

Without me you can still live your life,

But since i'm here... I WISH I MADE A DIFFERENCE.."

DAGHANG SALAMAT MY ALMA MATER!!

What's your Calling?

Have you ever experienced that you feel like somethings missing in your life? And that sometimes you feel like you were looking for something?

That's what i feel now. Sabi nila lahat tayo ay may tinatawag na "CALLING". Some of us ang calling daw nila ay ang magsilbi sa Panginoon and that's why they entered the Seminary. Some would just say na, "aahh calling ko ang magsilbi sa mga tao kaya magpupulitiko ako..." Haay, buti pa sila may calling na... Ako kaya?

Till now im still looking for something that will complete me. I dunno what that is and i dunno where to find it...

How about you, What's your Calling?

to Tattoo or not to Tattoo?

A friend of mine have been encouraging me to try putting my body a tattoo... He's a tattoo artist and he's been doing it for years. Pag tinitingnan ko nga katawan nya, parang naeenganyo na rin akong magpalagay ng tattoo...

Idol ko kasi si Wentworth Miller ng Prison BReak. Take a look:

Pero kung magpapalagay ako ng tattoo yung mga maliliit lang na hindi naman sasakupin ang buong katawan. Just like this one:

Or This one:
O diba? Magpapa-tattoo na ba ako or di na lang... What do you think?

Ohh hey, don't forget tonight ha, kita tau sa DAMOSA GATEWAY para sa Semi-Finals ng Star of Davao.. I will be hosting the show...

See yah!!!

Contentment in Life

Minsan sa buhay natin pag sobrang dami ng ating problema tinatamad na tayong kumilos. Nakalimutan natin na ang pagbibisi-bisahan pala ay nakakatulong para makalimutan pansamantala ang bigat na ating pinapasan.

Sa dami ng problema, nakakalimutan nating meron pa pala tayong mga kaibigan na handang dumamay at handang ibigay ang kanyang oras para sa atin. And having the presence of people who care much, whose love is for real and see us much beyond ourselves are blessings from GOD.

Life's not easy. You can decide for things you need but you can't expect a good result. You can choose a lifestyle you want but you can't be sure of contentment. YOu can enjoy the feeling of loving and being loved but, there is no sure way for true happiness. Yet, if we let God be our life's Guide, we can be sure of safe landing, real contentment and true happiness.

Ganito tayo diba. Hindi pa rin nakukuntento. Aaminin ko ganito ako. Lalo na pag marami akong problema. Gusto ko ng ganito, gusto ko ng ganyan. I am not contented with what i have. Sometimes i can be super materialistic. Diba, marami na nga akong problema naghahanap pa ng dagdag sa sakit ng ulo.

Kakaiba talaga ang ugali kong to. Ikaw, ganito ka rin ba? Kulang pa ba ang anong meron ka ngayon? Di pa ba sapat yan at naghahanap ka pa ng iba?

I am thankful coz i got YOU

Haay naku... Life alone is not really as easy as 1 2 3... Living independently is not simple. It needs a lot of planning and a lot of courage.

I am living alone since age 17. Away from my parents and my family. I learned to stand on my own. Look for a job inorder for me to survive.

Life is really hard. But i am thankful coz i have friends who are always there. Friends who knows when to be there when i need them.

You know who you are. And I thank you for giving much of your time with me. Sleeping in bed with me eventhough it's small. Thanks for bringing me food specially on sundays. I am soo happy to have met you.

See you soon....

Giving my self-esteem a FAITH LIFT

Hows my self-image today? Am i having a hard time or trouble accepting myself after goofing up, bungling something or sinning?

These are just some of the questions i asked. I know it is not a good day for me today but it is the best time to reprogram my mental attitude, remodel my self-image, and give my self-esteem a "faith lift".

Ahhh, helping me out through all of this would be God the Father Almighty. I believe God is able to do great things through imperfect people like me.

How am i gonna do it? Here's how:

I know i am imperfect but i believe that i am still the child of God.

I have to decide to join the human race. NObody's perfect, no one is sinless.

I am going to let the power of GOd compensate my imperfections and inabilities and I should keep striving for excellence.

I have to eliminate my negative thinking and should distance myself from negative thinkers who just love seeing me down.

I should look for people who will cheer me up and give me positive remarks.

That's what i should do. I know I can do it. Because I know GOd designed me to be a positive thinker.

Walang gana... Kulang sa Vitamins

I dunno what to do now... Lately, parang wala na akong ganang magtrabaho... NOt like before na pagkagising ko sa umaga, eager akong bumangon at maligo... Ngayon, sunod-sunod na ang late ko sa morning show ko..

Yesterday, meron kami dapat meeting but because i went home early nawalan na rin ako ng ganang bumalik sa station... Brandy even reminded me bout the meeting pero i ignored it.

I know I've always been a workaholic person. I can even work even on wee hours, even if i dont get enough sleep, and even if i don't have everything.

I remember pa nga nung dati kong work, kahit na sa station na matulog or kahit na walang ligo ok lang work pa rin. Pero what happened to me na?

Ngayon, di ko na alam. Nalilito na nga rin ako if i really have to resign and look for another job somewhere. I wanna go somewhere far from here. A place where i will try to live alone. Far from the people i care.

Ahhh, basta.... Whatever comes along, hope it'll be a good one.

I would like to say SORRY

This blog is intented to those whom i felt sorry with. I think it would be nice to clear everything inorder for me to live a peacerful life...

"Saying SORRY to someone you've hurt doesn't mean that your guilty. I just felt like posting this apology message here coz i know it is an appropriate thing for me to do... "

I have always wanted to say SORRY to you whom i've hurt many times. Sorry for being so insensitive... Sorry for not lending you my ears whenever you need someone to talk to. Eventhough I know that you've been knocking my head a lot of times for me to stop and listen for awhile. Sorry for giving YOU too much headaches coz of me being brat. SORRY for not saying sorry for hurting YOU heart a lot of times. I know that your LOVE is genuine but I was so insentive to it. SOrry for asking to much from YOU. I AM SORRY... (^_~)

Sorry for not showing my true feelings towards YOU. Eventhough deep in me i know my feelings to you is sincere and true.

Sorry for not letting you touch my hand and feel the heat of my body when you needed it. I know that during those lonely days of yours, you were longing for me but i wasnt there.

Sorry to my colleagues whom I've hurt coz of my being insensitive. Sometimes I am so tactless with my thoughts. I am blunt, never knowing I may have hurt you.

Sorry to my family for the disappointment. I have tried many times to give you a better life but I failed. SORRY for all my FAILURES...

TO ALL OF YOU whom I've HURT.... I AM SO SORRY... :(

Love Hurts

When you find that special someone, somehow you tend to forget yourself, they become your world... You trust them with the most valuable thing you have... YOUR HEART...

You tell them that you love them and how they are your dream come true... That your love for them is FOREVER no matter what...

And when they walk away, they take every little happyness you ever had... But it's funny coz even though they hurt you, you still love them with what's left...

Then you see her with him and you remember all the memories you have with her and that hand he's holding was once holding yours...

She sees you and you pretend that your over her and you've got this great new girlfriend and your happy but it's all lies.... As you still love her...

As she starts to walk off with him you turn around and look at was once yours... A tear falls down your face...

No matter how much you wish you could turn back time, you remember that it's only that you offer your true love... And that you said this three special words... I LOVE YOU...

When she makes you think that she still feels the same for you and he's just someone it's not true... You think you want to know all about her new boyfriend but really you just wanna see if he's as goodlooking as you... Then you realize that you still LOVE her...

But everyday you put a brave face on to show that deep down your not hurting inside... When that truth is you just don't see the point anymore... But everyday you have to put your chin up high and get through it because someone somewhere out there, there is a girl who will love you and will treat you like that of a KING that you deserve to be...

It's just a case of finding that special person...

Facing life's challenges

It's almost 2pm... The weather isnt really good.. It's gloomy outside. And any minute from now rain will pour down from the sky. I don't know if it's a blessing or somehow will just destroy this beautiful afternoon.

I am here once again facing infront of this great invention (laptop). I dont have anything to do so i guess it would be better if i'll write something about what it is really in my mind. Do i really have to stay or leave?

Geeze, it is really hard to make decisions like this. And it somehow is really hard to face a problem such as this. I couldn't think of the best decision yet. I've talked to some friends and they said that they'll support me whatever decision i would make.

Ouch... What is best and what is not? What is good and what is bad?

LIFE is hard when you don't know how to handle.

LIFE is hard when you can't make good decisions.

LIFE is hard when you don't have friends to tell you what's best for you.

Do i have to go and leave?

It's May 1 - Labor Day....

Mingaw kaayo ang akuang palibot... Nidungag pa jud sa kamingaw ang kainit sa panahon.. Mura jud ug gidilab-dilaban ug kalayo ang panahon karun... Mao siguro nga wa nay ganahan pang muapil ining martsa martsa sa kadalanan...

Sa akuang pag-inusara karun, wa lang gihapon koy mabuhat kundi ang mag-apung dire atubangan sa computer...

Bitaw oi, naglibug na jud ani bah... Unsay angay nakung buhaton... Nagkadugay nagkadaku ang akuang problema... I am single but then i am not really enjoying what i have now... I have a good job but because of the needs sa akuang family naglibog na ko kung mangita ba ko ug laing work nga mas daku ug kita...

I dunno what should be the best decision for this... Do i need to consult other people...?

What i have now is a job nga maoy nagahatag kanaku ug siguro a little happiness and satisfaction but because of my responsibilities murag naisip naku nga i-sacrifice lang sa ang akuang happiness ug unahon na lamang ang happiness sa akuang pamilya... Gamay lang ug sweldo ang usa ka DJ ilabi na dire sa province mao nga kuwang ra jud ang amuang kita para maoy maka-sustiner sa pamilya...

Mao bitaw nga kutaw ang akuang utok kung kinahanglan na ba kong mubiya sa akuang current work ug mangita na pud ug lain nga daku ug sweldo?

Haay buhay... Kanus-a pa man ko madatu ani oi...