The Happiest Moment.

It took me 1 hour to finish the show. But it was done so perfectly. Perfectly that people Loved it! Well, that's according to me lang. Hehehe!

But I think they loved how I handled the show coz after, they called and gave me a congratulatory remark. I don't know them and they (i'm sure!) don't know me either.

Who are they? They are teachers from different Chinese Schools here in Davao. Sometimes, they speak Chinese that I can't understand (hello! I'm not chinese) and I still have to call their students for translation.

Honestly, all I thought was that, Chinese Teachers are bad. But it's totally wrong. They were very nice to me. I was even shocked that while waiting for Ma'am Malen for my TF, some Chinese teachers and students run unto me and thanking me for a wonderful show. Remember, they're all chinese and they're not our target market but I got their attention. And that made me the happiest person that time.

I am so happy that GMALL invited me to be part of the Chinese New Year Celebration this year! So to all... Kung Hei Fat Choi.... Sin Ni Kuai Lok!

When me, myself and I become WE?

In all honestly, life of a single is fun. But it would be nicer if I have someone beside me(sounds mushy huh!)... Ohh, but lemme remind myself, I shouldn't be in a hurry. I'm 31, so what? Do I have to pressure myself just to let the curiosity of the people get out of their hella mind? What if I wanted to have it now and yet it failed?

In actuality, I don't have a crush right now. Been mostly focusing on me. But the more I focus on myself the more I start thinking about "When me, myself and I become WE?"

I dated many times but somehow I just couldn't feel the vibe. I just couldn't see my eyes glowing and my heart pumping so fast. I often daydream about finding a woman That can help me explore the boundaries of my creativity... Help me reach a new depth of understanding... Becoming more spiritually centered and less focused on the world.

Ahhh, maybe I am destined to be single. Nah, I duwanna be single for the rest of my life. I wanna spend my next few years with someone I truly LOVE.

Amahan... Nganung namiya man ka?

Hows Ur morning guys? Ganda ng gising ko. although as usual I'm late again (na naman??!) I'm sure magiging normal na to saken... Hehehe..

I thought nga pagdating ko sa workplace ko magiging panget ang araw ko coz im going to see na naman those people na I hate seeing... waaaaa

Anyways, 2nd day na ng TAF PAYB segment ko... Yeah I know, it's not really as funny kesa nung time na kasama ko pa partner kong si Inday... But I am trying my best na mabigyan ng hustisya ang mga pinagsusulat ko..

The topic? Kung bakit may mga lalakeng iiwanan ng lang bigla ang mga babaeng kanilang nabuntisan... Hehehe... Dami natamaan na mga girls nito pero sana naman wag silang mawalan ng pag-asa... Sana isipin nila na darating ang araw makakarma rin ang lalakeng nang-iwan sa kanila.

Ewan ko ba pero parang nagiging trend na yan ngayon. Andami ng mga girls na nabubuntis na hindi man lang binibigyan ng atensyon ng lalaking nakabuntis sa kanila. Waaa parang feeling ko tuloy eh nagiging parausan na lamang itong mga babaeng ito.

Eh sino nga bang may kasalanan kong ang isang babae ay nabuntis? Is it the girls fault or the guy's?

May mga girls din naman kasi na mahilig sumama sa mga lalake lalo na sa inuman... Eh siyempre pag nakakainom na, nagiging active na si manoy... Ang utak naku, horny nah! Kaya tuloy ang babae rin dahil nakainom ok na rin na makipag sex kahit na hindi naman niya mahal ang tao.

Pero I dont believe sa mga reasons na dahil lasing kaya hindi nila alam ang kanilang ginagawa. Ilang beses na rin akong nalasing but honestly, I still know what I'm doing. I can still wash myself and nakakapagbihis pa nga ako kahit na naglalakad ako at nakahawak sa wall...

Hahay naku, sana man lang we think many times bago tayo makipag-sex that there are consequences talaga. Lalo na if nakakapit pa ang bayag mo sa iyong mga magulang, use your mind bago makipagsex para maiwasan ang makabuntis.. Eh kung makikipagsex ka man, wag kalimutang gumamit ng pamproteksyon... Dont be afraid sa mga conservative people na pinipigilan kang pumili kung ano ba ang dapat for you when it comes to sex.

HAPPINESS... da second taym arawnd...

This is going to be my second blog about happiness...

I was browsing the net, and for some weird reason (and out of the blue), I asked myself: "What is true happiness?"

I don't know how or why that came up. But as soon as my mind started to ponder the question more, the more it drifted into analyzing what exactly true happiness is.

I think there is a big difference between saying, "I'm happy," and "I have found happiness." I could say that, "I am happy," when I find out good news; when I buy myself something I really like, etc. For some reason, "happy," for me, is reserved to every-day sources of joy.

But "happiness," in my opinion is much more than that.

Everyone has their own definition of what happiness is. And everyone derives happiness out of different things and aspects of life. Some find true happiness in their religion (definitely not me). Some derive true happiness in their careers. Others find it in material things (DEFINITELY not me). For me, I feel that what would give me that sense of ecstasy in life would be in having wonderful relationships with those people in my life whom I consider important.

I've often stopped and thought about what exactly it is that would drive me up in the morning, give me a sense of being in sunshine even on cloudy days, and what it is that would allow me to breathe in air and be thankful to be alive. And that is having a good relationship with my parents, having a great and loving partner, and great friends to back that up.

Very rarely I vividly dream that I have this, and when I do, I feel a sense of bliss. A feeling that, that is what makes life worth living, and an outlook that not even a lack of material luxuries can bring down.

This is what I feel would give me happiness. And not temporary. But lasting (granted, as long as this "dream" exists). Of course, that is assuming that everything else in my life were constant, and my basic human needs were met. I don't need to live in an expensive house, own top-designer clothes, and be extremely popular. That is nothing in comparison to the great joy I would derive out of life if I had those three elements of happiness.

But few people, in my opinion can say that they have found true happiness. Those that have, I hope that they live in it, enjoy it, and let it fill everyone of their days with a sense of purpose.

To those who haven't found it, I hope that we are close to having it one day. I dont' even come an ounce close to my definition of true happiness, but that is out of my control.

Can true happiness ever be found? And have you thought about what it is in life that would make YOU happy? You don't have to answer. But next time you're out and about, think about it. Questions, questions, that is one of the constants in life, hehe.

Finding my Happiness...

Yeah that's right... I'm done looking for love... Why should I look? I always find the so called one then the story changes...well almost...well I'm done with almost...I want the next one to be HER....

It’s been a long day, a long week…heck, the whole month seems to be moving at a snail’s pace.

Why is it that when I post something, my mind always brings me to loneliness? Why can't I be happy? Am i not allowed to be happy?

Yeah, you see me laughing... You haven't seen me lonely, but deep in me is like a wound that's still trying to recover. My past isn't a good one... I know, but I am trying to have a better life now. And I've been trying to find my REAL HAPPINESS...

They say you can be happy when you live a simple life. Just like MONKS. They don't have to worry about what to buy next. Because all they do is to seek peace and share love to others. Living a simple life means not worrying about maintaining four cars at a time or paying 5 credit cards a month.

I have to pause... I have to meditate... to recharge my batteries..

LOVE? I'll let them look for me... First things first, FIND MY REAL HAPPINESS..

High School Life, Oh my High School Life..

Waaaa nikalit lag sud sa akuang utok ang akuang High School Life. Mao nga nia akong gisuwat.

I remember during my high school days, first thing nga akuang ginabuhat pagsulod sa akuang room, mangutana dayun ko kung nakabuhat ba ang akuang mga klasmeyts ug assignments. Hehehe, makalagot man gud tong akuang mga teachers kay kada human sa subject naa juy assignment dayun. Dili man pud ko bugo nga pagkatawo pero tapulan lang jud ko mag-study.
Pero enjoy jud ang life sa usa ka estudyante tungod kay dili ka mamrublema ug kwarta kay siyempre duna gud kay allowance. Dili man siguro pwede nga musulod sa eskwela nga way balon.

Enjoy sab ang usa ka estudyante because kauban nimu ang imuhang mga barkada, way laing buhaton kundi ang magsige lag katawa unya sigeg kaun ug laag-laag.
Sometimes pag ma-late pud gani ang teacher, way laing buhaton kay magduwa ug chikicha ug tong-its. Hehehe… Or sometimes, adtu ug CR ug mag-kumpara sa mga etits kung unsa nay porma… And then pahambugay kung kinsay pinaka-daghan ug bungod… Wakeke…

That’s life…

I've been wanting to have PEACE...

Dear Me,

I know how much you hated 2008... Coz I know you've hated those phoney people and their phoney ways... I know your sick and tired of people that lie lie and lie some more... I know that you've been wanting some peace in 09.

Imagine in 08, some people even have the nerve to hurt you and took away your soul? They made you fall inlove and then dumped you suddenly... And now, you learned how to be strong and how to handle things... Now you know how to play their games too! And that's good...!

2009 sounds to be bumpy on you but hey, if you'll just do the right thing and think twice before going for it, I'm sure you'll have a better year ahead.

Dear Me... What should I do today?

Dear Me,

You've been working so hard and I think it's time for you to clear your mind of negative things today. This isn't about ignoring real problems you may confronted with, it's about learning how to let go of WORRY and let yourself focus on more productive thing --- things that YOU CAN control..

Because there are just too many things in your life that you just can't do anything about, and if you spend all your time distracted by them, you'll only frustrate yourself. YOU can be happy if you really want to be.

Remember... BE HAPPY!! (^_^)

..and so goes my sign's message for day one of 2009. And yep, I am bound to do just that.

Happy new year!