I am totally confused...

I think I need new friends. Or maybe I need to reconnect with old ones. Or maybe I should just be more open. Or maybe I'm not...anything.

Why are people moody? I think that suddenly people are mad at me or something. They might be but I don't really know. I think I really messed up the whole friend thing. Friends thing. I've been so focused with work that I've really lost touch with everyone and everyone has just moved along.

I guess what I'm trying to say is I can't expect people to come when I call them if I've been ignoring them for so long. And so I shouldn't get upset when people have plans or don't call back because why should they? Are they really friends then?

This is totally not helping with my issues with self esteem and/or trust. If people don't want to hang out with me then I should just hang out with other people. It's just a confusing time now because it's sort of a transition time. I think what really got to me was when one person kind of took me off their friends list on facebook or friendster or multiply, but I realize that we were never friends.

We weren't in high school and they might have only used me during that first year until they've met other people to hang out with. I am just over-analyzing everything and I don't know why I suddenly became so depressed, but I need to get over it. YEAH I NEED TO...

A letter for myself today...

This is a letter that I wrote for myself today:

Dear ME;

It's been quite sometime since you fall inlove, and I think it is time for you to wake up from your mistakes and bad choices...

These voices from left and right seem to enlight you, and you just don't see how they cloud your vision and your decisions for you. When clearly, Believing in yourself is all the help you need in all actuality.

You should face the reality, the consequences, the problems that is going to arise. And you should be strong...

I dunno why you keep on thinking of that person. That person who doesn't value YOU and love you. I dunno why you keep on hoping when you know for a fact that nothing will happen ever again. Nothing, no relationship will arise again.

So slap yourself and hold yourself tight and stand in reprimand and be just YOU...

Kini ang akung Suliran....

Welcome sa atuang sugilanon... KINI ANG AKUNG SULIRAN... Mga suliran nga angay natung hatagan ug solusyon. Busa iandam na ang inyong mga balde, tuwalya ug labakara ug atung paminawon ang suwat pinadala ni Hermit da Kermit aka Propesor Hermit.

Mao kini ang atung suwat tampo karung adlawa...

Dear KOYA;

Usa ka malinawon ug mabungahong bag-ung tuig kanatung tanan. Ania ko karun arun akong isaysay kaninyong tanan ning akong suliran nga dugay na nakung gikuptan. Sa pagkatinuod lang, di unta naku ni angay nga iyagyag sa kahanginan apan dili na jud naku mapugngan ang kasakit sa akuang dughan.

Koya, nagsugod ang akuang suliran sa dihang akong nabatian pinaagi sa radyo ang programang Iring-iring. Koya, na-engganyo jud ko sa dihang akong nabatian ang mga iring nga nag-payts mumu sa kahanginan. Sa tinuod lang, apil pud nga ning-kibut ang akuang lubot sa dihang nadunggan sab naku ang ngan sa usa ka baye nga maoy nagpa-ulbo sa akung nagdilaab na daan nga dughan.

Sa unang pagkadungog ko pa lamang sa iyahang ngan, i know na jud nga siya na ang babayeng maoy giingun sa mananagna nga akuang natagbuan didto sa kalasangan sa Carcar Cebu. Koya, siya na jud ang maoy gikatakna sa akong kapalaran..

Siya gihinganlan ug Ira... Donna Ira aka Dora dora d explorer to be eksak...

Kabawu ko deep in my heart KOYA nga bisan pa man ug daghan nang babaye nga nagagukod ug nangagi sa akuang mga kamot ug bukton, si Ira na jud ang mamahimong inahan sa akuang duha ka dosenang anak nga puro lalake ug maoy makapanglaba sa akuang mga hinubuan, maoy muluto kung ako gigutom ug mumasahe kung ang akong lawas nanakit.

Si Ira na jud ang babayeng angay nakung ulian ug siya na ang babayeng akong pakaslan ibabaw sa bungtod sa Matina Pangi.

Pero kadtung mga panahuna nga nadunggan naku ang ngan ni Ira, duna pa koy babaye nga akuang ginakambras KOYA.. Matag tugnaw nga gabie, didto mi sa iyahang Car naga-kambras kambras. In pak, kung mananghid man gani ko sa akuang very estrekta nga mama, ingnun lang naku nga muadtu ko sa Lab Radyow, pero sa tinuod diay didto ko sa akuang uyab nagsige ug kiat-kiat..

Pero I am happy to say nga nagbuwag ra gyud tawun mi kay wa mi nagkasinabtanay. Ang iyang gusto kay magdrive drive lang ug magsuroy suroy sa dakbayan pero lahi man sab ang akuang gusto kay siya man ang akuang drayban.. Ahihihi...

Mao to nga bisan kun sakit man, wa na koy mahimo pa kay desisyon na man to niya. Pero daku nakung kalipay tungod kay si Ira Dora dora ra jud ang nakatabang kanaku aron makalimtan naku ang akuang "EX"...

Wa na naku jud gidugay pa... Wa na naku gilangan-langan pa ang panahon ug ako gyud nga gipakigkita si Ira. Sus, ginoo kong gagmay, haskang gwapaha man diay ni niya... Mura gyud ko ug ice cream nga natunaw sa dihang nakita naku ang kaanyag ni Ira niadtung higayuna. Nagdesisyon gyud ko KOYA nga di na naku ni buy-an pa si Ira.

Mao to, mga pila na ka semana ang nilabay apan wa pa pud nakadesisyon si Ira kung iya ba kong sugton o di.. Unsaun man nga gikan ra pud sa kasakit ning si Ira Koya. Bag-u lang man pud gud sila nagbuwag sa iyahang hinigugma nga si TUSOK. Dah, kung akong ikumpara ang akuang sarili kang TUSOK mas gwapu pa ko niya oie. Propesor na gud ko KOYA pero si Tusok, estudyante pa lang. Diba mas lamang na kaayo ko? And besayds, "I WILL TAKE CARE OF IRA"...

Hahay, magpaabot pa intawon ko ani KOYA kung kanus-a gyud ko sugton ni Ira kay ingun niya karung 2009 man kuno niya ihatag kanaku ang iyahang matam-is nga "OO"... Eksayted na kaayo ko KOYA kung sugton ko ni Ira. Daghan na gako ko plano para sa amuang duha.

Sus abi nimu KOYA, kung sugton man galing ko ni IRa, ako nay magpalawug sa iyahang itoy nga si Chu-chai, ako na pud ang mamisbis sa ilahang mga buwak, ako ang manglimpisa sa ilahang bukid ug labaw sa tanan ako na ang magpakaun sa ilahang mga manok.

Ingun ana ang akong gugma kang IRA koya... Di na gyud ni mabangbang...

Ikaw kOya, unsa kaha sa tan-aw nimu.. Sugton ba ko ni Ira o dili? Lamdagi ning akong panghuna-huna Koya beh pleaseeee....

Hala, nakalimot ko, taas na man diay ning akong suwat... Na hala KOYA, dire na lang ko taman. Kabawu ko nga kapoi na ka diha ug basa-basa ug tuplok tuplok sa imuhang pyuter.

Hangtud sa sunod nga higayun na pud... Daghan kaayong salamat ug malipayong bag-ung tuig kanatung tanan..

Ako ang iyong ubos nga higala,

HERMIT da KERMIT

Bag-ung Tuig na sab...

Yehey! hapit na sab ang bag-ung tuig. Buto-buto na sab ang kalibutan. Apan dire sa Davao, wa juy masig usa ka buto kang madunggan tungod kay dugay na kining gibawal sa lokal nga panggamhanan. Ayu kag madukdukan ang imuhang mga kamot kung masakpan kang Mayor Duterte nga nagpabuto.

Kadtu bitawng Pasko wa man juy buto nga nadungog dire sa Davao. Maayo ra pud oi kay maglain jud ang akuang tiyan kung makakita ko ining mga nabuthan. Ngil-ad ra ba kaayo tan-awon. Naa diha tong mga tudlo nga gabitay, nyay!

Duna pa bitawy laing pamaagi sa pagsugat sa bag-ung tuig. Magturotot na lang gud oie. Or ipaguyod nang imuhang kalaha, kaldero ug mga gamit sa kusina sa mga sakyanan arun maoy magsaba-saba sa kadalanan.

Hinaut nga sa bag-ung tuig, padayon na ang paglambo sa kinabuhi sa matag usa kanatu. Dili lang unta ta magtinapulan ug magsalig sa ubang tawo, apan dapat mulihok kita aron muasenso tang tanan. Di na lang unta ta magbinasulay, maningkamot na lang gud unta ta ug taman. Muabot ra ang panahon oie nga kita na pud ang madatu ug sila na pud ang mapobre.. Hehehe!

God Bless us all! and Happy New YEar!

Ang pag-iibigan ng dalawang LALAKE...

In LOVE, we will never know kung kinsa ang atuang mamahimong partner in life unless kung madawat jud ang kinatibuk-an sa usa ka tawo. But if in case, duna pay mga butang nga dili mauyunan and IF in case dili makaya ug solbad niini, NOTHING will really happen to the relationship. It will break into pieces just like a glass.

Sometimes, we tried to pick up the broken pieces and try to fix it and we make sure nga selyado kini arun dili na madaut pa gamit ang rugby.. Adik!!! adik!!. Ingun ana sab ang relationship, kung nadaut man, if there's LOVE ginapaningkamutan jud nga ayuson kini, but if kung way LOVE, awww bahala na lang oie...

Well, this is the story of Carla aka TAHONG/ KISSES, but in REAL LIFE, she's Gretchen... Ssshhh bawal mention ang last name... hehehe

Si Tahong ni Carla, ang usa sa pinaka-laagan nga iring sa davao. Masig asa, always ni siya present sa laag sa mga iring. Until one day, isang araw... Nangadtu ang mga iring sa Mandug para sa usa ka Disco Party... In the middle of the night, nanglaag jud didto misag layo pa ang Mandug... Was paki ever bisan pa ug delikadu ang dalan...

After how many times nga pagbalik-balik sa Mandug, si tahong ni carla, nainlove sa ka-switan ni RONLABS.

Nagsugod sa mga pagitik gitik sa kilid, pahikap hikap sa paa, ug pahapyud hapyud sa buhok ang relasyon nga unang namugna sa Lugar ni Kagawad Rey Ototan..

Ang mga iring, mangita jud ug paagi nga malingaw, ug siyempre unsa pa ba diay ang pwedeng himuong kalingawan kundi ang videoke, davah? Siyauk ang mga ukoy ngadtu sa Mandug bisan sayu sa buntag, way paki sa mga silingan kung natukaw ba sila. Peboreyt jud sa mga iring ang RH pero was man sa kabukiran mao nga GOLD EAGLE BEER lang tawun ang gila^la^...

Pag mahubog na gani, naa na diha ang tupag-tupad unya ipagawas dayun ang gibati... Dili lang jud ko syur kung nainlove ba si Carla tahong sa pagkanta ni RONLABS ug ANAK ni Freddie Aguilar o nainlove lang kini sa kagwwapu niini..Aaaahh basta, ang nakita naku niadtung panahuna, bisan pa man ang chuli na ko, di jud mawala sa akuang panghuna-huna ang paglingkud sa duha sa akuang likud arun di naku makita... Nagpaluyo jud sila CARLA ug RONLABS while kami nila KAE pirteng syauk sa akuang paborit nga SANA AY MALAMAN MO ni Ric Segreto..

Hmmmm gabaha tawun ang Gold Eagle Beer niadtung panahuna... Way problema sa kaun kay si Kagawad na ang bahala... Pagpanggawas namu, natingala na lang mi nga loving na man kaayo ang duha... Hmmmm, lahi na ni bah! Sayunan kag holding hands na sila.... Pinahiray pa ug mga singut.. Weeee... Nikibut tawun akong lubot....

Pero ok lang kay diba bagay man silang duha?

Hahay!! Pero why ba ang gugma oie very complicated... I reli dont know kung unsay tinuod nga reason kung nganung gabuwag silang duha...

Ayun sa aking bubuwit, itong si lalake daw ay hindi naman handa pa sa isang seryosong relasyon kung kayat umalis muna ito papuntang maynila... Sobrang nasaktan itong si babae at hindi niya matanggap na ang lalaking kanyang gustong hawak-hawakan at halik-halikan ay mawawala pansamantala... Dagdag pa ng aking bubuwit na ito palang si babae ay mahilig sa.... mahilig sa S... Hmmmm kayo na ang bahalang humula nun...

Pagbalik ni Lalake dito sa Davao, pinilit umano niyang ayusin ang relasyon at buuin itong muli... Subalit dahil sa tindi ng sakit na idinulot ng pagkalayo ni Lalake, nagdesisyon na lang itong si Babae na wag nang makipagbalikan...

Pero maiiwasan mo bang na magkatagpo ang dalawa gayong pareho naman silang mahilig sa S.... as in Sing-alongan??? hehehe... At pag nagkita na, kunyari dedmahan.... Kunyari nagtetext eh wala naman siguro silang LOAD...

Hahay!! Ang pag-ibig talaga... Minsan kailangan mong itago... Minsan kailangan mong ipagkaila... Minsan kailangan mong magkunwari...

Pero gaano pa man katigas ang puso ng dalawang ito, im sure pagdating sa bed magkakagustuhan din...

PAG SURE MONG DUHA OIE!!

When I'm ALONE... Damn, Missing you BIG TIME!

Sometimes when I'm alone, I always think of the mistakes that I committed... I kept on asking myself why my relationship FAILED?

In every relationship that I'm in, it was always been a risk... The stakes I raised, the flaws I defied, and the people I denied.

It's always a sad thing to know when I realized that "I should've done this and that" but I wasn't able to. But hey, past is past... Although I've endured so much pain at least I've tried to be inlove.

Sometimes, I regret why I didn't asked you to stay. For not sitting you down and look into your eyes. I should've shown you my true feelings and letting you know that I've locked you in my heart. I wasn't able to tell you that your the best thing that ever happened to me. The best gift that I received..

Needless to say I miss you. But if he kisses you then disses you, I'll be there to lift you. Unfortunately, that's my only issue. See, I cannot forget you. I'll always be here to pick up the pieces cause you are my angel, my summer rain.

It's been almost 4 years since I last saw you and Damn I'm missing you big time. I missed those times that we shop together at SM Paranaque and watching movies at Alabang Town Center. The times that I have to wait you outside your store. It makes me smile remembering all those simple stuff we made. Geez... How I wish that we're still together.

Oh maybe that's the reason why I'm still single now. Do I still have to wait you or should I make the first move to win you back?

Miss you BIG TIME Baby! I wanna go back to Las Pinas and stay with you...

Siya ang ginatawag nga "THE PEOPLE'S FACE"

Ever heard of someone who's got a thousand looks? Well, aside from the actors and actresses who can basically change their faces coz of make-up, hmmmm this time I would like to introduce to you a very funny guy.

He's part of the original members of the MICT ( a group which they also organized ). He's father took time to look for a name nga bagay jud sa iyaha. And so they decided to named him JOSEPH... (di na lang naku kumpletuhon kay basin ug musamot kasuko hehehe)..

Presenting...... BOY DUNGGAB, Ang pambansang mukha ng Pilipinas! (ingun pa ni kagay)



He's a call center agent.. Aktwali, usa siya ka transkripsyunist. Kana bang maoy mu-transkrayb anang mga pangutana sa mga masakitun.. Hehehe... Panggabie ni iyahang work pero aktib gihapun ang iya SEXLIFE... hehehe...

Wan day, nanglaag mi atu sa C5 kay mag-inum, naa pa siya work mao nga wa siya ka-join sa amua... Pero lahi ni si dunggab kay magtext dayun unya magpakaluoy arun hatdan ug FUD... Hmmm siyempre ang girl kay nihatud pud... Natingala na lang mi kay nawala man ug kalit ang girlalu... Tayming pud kay nanguli na pud mi atu... Atbang sa LANDCO sa Bajada, nakita namu ang girlalu gabitbit ug burger from MCDO tapos naa pud si Dunggab.. Tsk! tsk! grabe ang kamandag aning tawhana..

Anyway, Ang atuang topic kay about josh man nga maoy Pambansang Mukha... Let's take a look kung kinsa ba jud ang mga kanawong ni Joseph aka Boy Dunggab...

First niyang kanawung (suggestion ni sa mga iring ha?) mao kay si ... BAYANI AGBAYANI...



Awww siya lang man gihapon diay ni... Hihihi wa man goi kausaban... nyahaha... Bitaw oie nia si Bayani o...



O, davah?? Look-alayk jud kaayu ang duha?

Nia pay kanawung ni Boy Dunggab (ingun lang gihapon ni Kagay)... Presenting... POKYAW!!



Hmmmm, sige atu sab paginhawaun si Josh aka bOydunggab oi... Naa pud siya kanawung nga aktor jud... Kanang makaingun jud ka nga "ahhh mao jud ni ang kanawung ni Josh!!" hehehe.... Ladies and Gentolmen... Nia si ..... POKWANG....


Nia puy sadyestyun ni Boy Kagay nga kanawung ni Boy Dunggab.... Hehehe.. (Kini wa jud koy labut ani Josh...)....


Nyahaha!! si Chocoleit??? Atay... I dont think sooo kagay!!! ...

Dapat bang daug-daugon natu ni si Josh??? Basta akong masulti para kang Josh.... Merrysi!! hehehe.... Kuripot!!

Wa pa diha nahuman Josh... Pssst hoy!! Tan-awa pa ni....


Bitaw oie... Akong panan-aw jud nga kanawong jud ni Josh mao ni o... hehehe walay mukontra ha?


Hehehe... Kini na lang... Awww kinsa man gani ni siya??? Sorry josh nakita lang naku ni sa Internet.... Oooiiiieeee... Ganahan pud!!

Na hala, kamu nay mag-igu kung kinsa jud sa ilaha ang kanawong ni Josh aka Boy Dunggab...

With Senator Chiz (an opposition)

Yesterday, I had the chance to personally met Opposition Senator Chiz Escudero... The guy was standing tall and very neat...

Good thing, I was introduced by my friend Barangay Captain Mar Masanguid to the senator... And so I had the chance to sit beside him.

See the comparison.. Hehehe

I idolize this guy but because he's an opposition, I am still not voting for him come 2010.

It's raining MEN para kay HYLIE...

If there's one song nga bagay kaayo kang HYLIE, mao siguro ni... *pinakanta sama sa spice girls*.... It's raining men, halleluyah it's raining men... AMEN!

Hahay! Grabe ang kalipay sa dughan ni Hylie karung mga panahuna. Kaila ba mo ni Hylie? Mao ni siya o... Usa ni sa original nga miyembro sa Iring-iring. Adik ni sa duwang Cabal, in fact siya ang GM sa maong Online Game.

Self proclaimed gwapa ni siya... Mao bitaw nga ang mga keke naghilak hilak... Very aktib ni siya sa duwang Cabal ug pag chat...

Anyway, sugdan na natu ang istorya si Gugmang Giatay ni Hylie.

Kaniadtu, una nga lalake nga nabuang sa byuti ning GM sa Cabal mao ni... Si HERMIT ( teyk nowt: wa pa nakita ni Hermit si IRa tong mga panahuna )

But during those times, duna pay laing priorities si Hermit. His parents want him to go back to Cebu and live there. Dugay dugay pud nga nawala si Hermit dire sa Davao pero padayun gihapon siya nga nagasulod sa Chatroom.

So, what happened was, nabilin si Hylie nga nag-inusara. Her heart is longing for someone..

And so the guy named JAMES ang niabot sa iyahang life... They were so sweet together... Tungod kay naa may motor si James, si Hylie ang iyahang konduktura... hehehe... Pero we were all wrong kay "FRIENDS" lang daw sila... **React : mura man ug artista**

And as time goes by, Hylie got the attention of Cogie...

Cogie (Romano Jr in real life) is a teacher... Even ang mga girls sa Iring iring nabuang sab sa biyuti ni Cogie...

Pero si Hylie lang jud ang nakakuha sa atensyon ni COgie. And Cogie fell inlove with Hylie. Si Cogie ang ginatawag sa mga iring ug "The Crying Teacher" kay tungod sa tininuod nga gugma niya kang Hylie, everytime nga masakitan siya, mu-cry jud ni siya even infront of other people. And becoz pa-girl si Hylie, iyang giingnan si Cogie nga *pina-kris aquino nga inistoryahan* "hmmm kase nalilito pa ako if true ba yang nararamdaman mo para sa akin, kaya can you wait for another 3 days and from there you will know kung ano magiging desisyon ko..." Mao to nga naputol ang ilahang love story kuno... Wa makapaabot si Cogie sa mamahimong tubag ni Hylie... Nakakita si Cogie ug laing Girl... And that girl iya ra pung klasmeyt... And so I talked to Cogie kung unsa ba jud ang iyahang gibati towards Hylie and he told me na Love pa jud niya si Hylie... Apan si Hylie dili makadawat nga si Cogie wa kapaabot ug tulo ka adlaw... Grabe ang tagaktak sa mga luha ni Hylie murag tagaktak sa makusog nga ulan, sa dihang they confronted each other sa booth sa Love Radio. "I'm hurt, i'm hurt", ingun pa ni Hylie... Cogie also cried and did everything to win Hylies' heart again... Pero matigas na ang puso ni Hylie... After awhile natahimik ang buhay pag-ibig ni Hylie.. Until one day, naka-chat niya si EKS... Mao ni si EKS o...
Happy naman "DAW" si Hylie kay EKS... He's very caring, sweet and loving ingun pa ni Hylie... Laag pa gani sila ug PEPA oh...

Tapos laag sila dire sa station...

Aww, di man ko tutol kay eks kay buutan man ni siya... And ang mga iring wa man pud nitutol kang Eks...

Pero unsaun man ni nga lab pa man daw gihapon nila Cogie ug Hylie ang usag-usa.? Nalibug na pud gani ko kung unsaun pagsulbad ning ilahang panaghigugmaay? Hahay!

Nah, hala kamu diha, what advice can you give nilang duha?
NOTE: dili lang naku i-post tong mga sweet photos nila Hylie ug Cogie kay basin unya ug naay laing mahitabo... hehehe kamu na lay halungkat atu sa kaban...

Philippines: Number 1 most corrupt in Asia and Number 2 in the World; who shall we blame?

Filipinos love at pointing fingers, we love to blame someone when negative things happen. I have been a supporter of President Gloria Macapagal Arroyo eversince. But I am not crazy over the President. Sometimes, I'm also against to her plans and actions. Right now, I just can't think of anyone to replace her.

You can't blame me from being so supportive of the President. I am not gonna give my support to some who's claiming to have a brilliant mind or to those who are popular. I am not into that.

I know, there have been a lot of you out there who are against PGMA, but who do you think has the best idea in improving the lives of our poor brothers and sisters? Oppositions doesn't have a concrete plan to save our country. Most of them are SELFISH. Karun pa lang man gani, divided na sila so I'm sure pag sila na ang naglingkud mag-away away lang gihapon na sila. Because most of those who are in the opposition are SELFISH. Posisyon lang naman ang habol nila. Kasi nga naman, maraming pera pag nasa gobyerno ka. Magkakaroon ka rin ng super power pag nakaupo ka na. Haaay naku! Wag nyo na kaming bolahin... Sawa na ang mga tao sa sobrang pamumulitika ninyo!

Number 1 ang Pilipinas sa most corrupt country in Asia and Number 2 naman sa buong mundo. Whom should we blame why Filipinos are tagged as the most corrupt in the world? Considering that the Philippines is the only Catholic nation in Asia. In almost 85 million Filipinos, 85% naman ay mga katoliko. Those in the church are blaming the government why this is happening. And those in the government are blaming the Church. Now, they're pointing fingers.

Let's ask ourselves on what is the role of the church and the government's role in the society? What should the church do to save the dignity of it's members? Most Filipinos are christians and I think that If we really are true believers of GOD then when should be afraid in doing bad things. But what's happening now makes me sad.

According to Representative Rodolfo Albano III, "the perception that the Philippines is the most corrupt in Asia and in the World only show that the Church failed in their mission to lead people in the right direction"... In addition, Rep. Albano said, "Please ask the bishops why we are the most corrupt nation. That should answer everything,”.

Napaisip ako, oo nga noh? Bakit hindi nagawa ng mga nasa simbahan na pangaralan ang kanilang mga nasasakupan and to go into the right direction. Kung titingnan mo sa mga leaders natin today, most of them are claiming to be an active member of the catholic church. Hindi na ba natatakot ang mga tao to do bad things dahil sa kakulangan ng guidance ng church?

I am just so disappointed with some church leaders right now na magaling in pointing fingers and so good in blaming someone when in fact they themselves should look first in their own backyards. Kaya tuloy dahan-dahang nawawalan ng respeto ang mga tao sa mga leaders ng simbahan, not just catholics.

I am not gonna say anything on what the church should do inorder to gain back the respect of it's members because I'm sure they all have their ideas on what to do with that. Ngayon nga, ang galing ng simbahan mag-convince ng mga tao to go against the government, I think and I believe na dapat mas magaling din sila in convincing the people to do good things and believe in GOD's Words.

THE CHURCH SHOULD DO THIS! Sawa na ako sa mga church leaders na magaling sa sisihan. WE should all wake up! Not ALL church leaders magaling at dapat paniwalaan.

Ohhhh My!! Im craving for Sinigang

Just this morning, something's came up... Nah, it's not someone nor somebody but it just popped up in my mind...

My mind is shouting... I WANT SINIGAAAAAAAAAANGGGG!!!

Huhuhu... It's been quite awhile since my last taste of my ever favorite filipino dish, THE SINIGANG... Any sinigang would do...

Pwede SINIGANG na PRAWNS;

Or Sinigang na Bangus;

Sinigang is a Philippine dish famous for the variety of ingredients one can use as well as for its taste. Though considered a soup, it is not eaten as is, but rather combined as a viand with rice. Sinigang is typically sour and is most often likened to Thailand's tom yam.

Today, I promised to myself that I am going to look for sinigang... My day will never be complete without savoring the taste of this famous dish.

Ang Christmas Party sa mga iring

Last Saturday, Dec 6 - Dili lang kay Christmas Party to sa mga iring.

Lakip na nga nahitabo didto ang TRUE CONFESSION gikan sa mga taong nagkahigugmaay.

Ambot kay grabe mang kalimut naku sa mga panghitabo ilabi na tong mga butang nagahatag ko ug advice ning mga iring nga grabe kasungkaban. Basta ang nahinumduman naku kay dunay mga naghilak, dunay nagbulag ug duna sab nagkauyab.

Pero ang dili jud naku makalimtan kay kining "Question and Answer Portion" diin involved ang gwapang anak ni Mommy Len nga si Ira

ug ang amuang manok nga si Hermit.

O diba, bagay silang duha? Soon to be Mr. & Mrs...

Murag sabong sa manok ang nahitabo ngadtu kay tungod sa tari nga lawun kaayong nidulot sa panghuna-huna sa mga taong mingsaksi didto.

Mga brayting gud ang mga abugado....

Sa side ni Ira ang ilahang abugado kay si Atty. Boy Dunggab:

Sa side ni HERMIT kay si Boy Kagay:


Siyempre, naa puy Judge, presenting BOY PESLET... hehehe

Pag ingun ani gani nga dunay hearing sa usa ka kaso, duna jud nay mga awdyens... Sa binisaya pa kay mga "MIRON"... Walay laing buhat kundi ang mukatawa lang... Mao ni sila o..


Gipaningut tawun sila:


Dunay mga nagdiskusyunay...


Gipanggitik tawun ni sila:


Murag nalingaw gyud pag-ayu... Sayunan kag gitubag tanan ni Hermit ang mga pangutana ni Mommy Len? Dah, sa ratings nga 1-10 wherein 10 ang highest, 12 gud ang tubag ni Mommy Len...

Go HERMIT!! IPADAYON NA!

Hahay!! Basta, that was the most memorable party ever!! Hehehe...

To be rejected or not to be... The story of my life.

To be rejected or not to be...

The story of my life...

I have been rejected several times. In work, and especially in LOVE. But it's really how I've learned to be stronger by first taking time to just feel bad about it and then looking back, I can then reflect on it and then move forward.

Rejection can be funny... If you're able to laugh at yourself, then do it! Ohh yeah, I've been able to do that for the most part. I guess it's part of my coping mechanism... to LAUGH AT ME BEING REJECTED and laugh at someone getting rejected.

But honestly, I've also realized that I can't just sweat the small stuff eventhough it may not feel so small at the time. I can remember quite a few times that I've experienced that rude awakening and I've taken it to heart or that it hurts so bad, it seeps down to my core and it takes awhile for me to recover. I think the bigger lesson or challenge rather is that you don't let that rejection define your sense of self. It's a lot easier said than done, especially when you want something so bad and you think that whatever is meant for you to hve fits perfectly. But I've realized that there's something more valuable to learn when you don't get the job, LOVER, prize etc etc...

How you process that rejection, speaks a lot about your character. If you give up for instance, then maybe you weren't that passionate about it in the first place.

I'm guilty of rejecting as well, I've been rejected and done unto others. I'm not necessarily someone who is able to reject someone cold and it doesn't make me feel good afterwards. I think just being honest with consideration of the person's feelings is usually the best approach. Another component to rejection is the FEAR of it. A lot of times I've refrained from letting someone know how I truly felt about them and sometimes it worked in my favor, when it comes to the right timing. At other time's it felt like I let the fear get in the way of something that could have been a great possibility. You just never know.

I try to follow my intuition the best I can, but sometimes my doubts/fears get in the way of actually listening. In the world of dating, I think it's so apparent that being the reject or the rejector is sometimes the game people play.

I remember going on this date and I had no idea if the girl was into me or not. There was no indication whatsoever throughout the day we spent together. I admit I am guilty of not letting someone know off handedly how I feel, but I'm better at reciprocating. It's definitely that security thing, I'm used to know first if the person likes me first. But I think that's why I was taken so offguard. It's like we were both playing that same game... of protecting our ego's...

Well, to continue the story of my "DATE", she texted me letting me know that she had a great time and that she had something to confess to me. Basically she had a little thing for me. But I had NO idea... and I just wasn't interested. So I guess I ended up being the rejector but for good reason. I texted her back letting her know I didn't think there was any chemistry. But I was so turned off by her instant need to indulge herself. I always get surprised when I meet people like that, But i couldn't stop thinking that I was just wasting my time listening to this fool talk about herself for hours. The whole time she was oblivious to my "Why am I even with you?" face as I was listening to her babble. Anyway, what was more interesting was that I couldn't tell that she liked me at all. The only indication I could think of was when she hugged me as she greeted me, but we were kind of "friends" so that didn't come off as anything. But even if were both playing with the same game, at least nobody get's hurt in the end, its just that we haven't tried to feel the LOVE.

People are really afraid of being rejected. Who's not? But I mean we should feel being rejected inorder for us to learn how to grow and think maturely.

I am longing for someone....

I've been having random moments of disturbia. My mind wanders to dark places. Not knowing how to deal but understanding the situation from both sides makes me sick to my stomach.

Waking up in cold sweats wondering if I'm fading. Do I matter at all? The only way to sleep lately is by lying to myself. I would rather live a lie at this moment. The truth just makes me cry. A lie would get me through these hard days ahead. A total 180 from last christmas. It feels like ping pong. My doubts become ur doubts and it just feels like a never ending circle of uncertainty.

When will it stop? When will I find someone to hold at night again? Someone to think about and smile while I'm working. Someone to send me random I love you texts. Just someone that feels as good and as right and as sure as you did. That will never happen again. But never say never right?

The battle between my REALITY and FANTASY world

If there were ever a war between my REALITY, and my FANTASY I wonder who or which one would win?

Would it be a fair fight in which they both battle it out in hand to hand combat where REALITY gets the upper hand only to be sucker punched, or smacked, or cracked with a baseball bat by FANTASY?

Or would REALITY flat out lose, and go home battered and bruised while FANTASY celebrates its triumph over the truth for three days and two nights with its best friend by the name of IMAGINATION - partyin and sippin on grey goose

Could REALITY actually win? without cheating or the help of a close friend? Could reality crush FANTASY with the truth since FANTASY lives off lies, what could be, and all the wild and crazy things IMAGINATION feeds it.

I say let the battle begin! for i have confidence in my REALITY - it is a BEAST, and my FANTASY is only SOMETHING beastly

May they battle it out with no one cheating or retreating, no one getting jumped or smacked with baseball bats until one reigns victorious over both my mental worlds!

How crazy would it be it REALITY joined forces with FANTASY to ease the worrying mind of mine with crazy thoughts of what could be and how things are supposed to be could it benefit me mentally, physically, and or sexually?

I say LET THE BATTLE BEGIN!! and may the best and only the best win, but then again may you team up and do some serious positive damage in my world, and my world alone..

From the City of Durian to the City of GOLD

Last December 1, 2008, nangadtu mi sa Tagum kauban naku ang ubang miyembro sa Iring-iring team sa Love Radio. Dala lingaw-lingaw na lang sab ang amuang giadtu didto, sabay sa 30th Year Anniversary sa NCCC.

We left Davao at 3:30pm na nga suppose to be ang akuang call time is 3. Apan tungod kay nagwara-wara pa man ko sa Victoria Plaza arun mamalit ug mga gamit, nah nadugay jud hinuon ko. Nagkita ming tanan sa Buhangin Uptown Grill nga maoy sponsor sa Iring-iring program naku sa Love Radio.

And because sobra pud kadugay ang Bus so we decided nga mag-VAN na lang. Nindut ang amuang gisakyan nga Van kay naay kurtina unya tulu pa jud sa sulod... Waaaaaa..!!

We arrived in Tagum past 4 na tawun. Gauwan pa jud. Pero oks lang, naa bitaw mi sa sulod sa Mol mag-show. Hala, puno kaayo ang Mol bah, mao nisamot kaigang tungod sa libuan ka mga tawo nga ningtambong ug gustong makakita kang Ms. Roxanne Guinoo...



Ug siyempre, gusto sab nilang makita si BOY PASLOT... (hehehe)



Lingaw kaayo didto. Nice ang production number nga ilahang giprepara before ang performance ni Roxanne. And what makes it more exciting, kay tungod na-remember pa ko ni Roxanne bisan ug buwan na ang nilabay niadtung uwahi ming nagkita sabay sa kasaulugan sa Kadayawan sa Davao niadtung buwan sa Agosto.



Dunay mga paduwa diin niapil sa BoyKagay...





Tulala gud ang mga tawo pagkakita nila kang BoyKagay...



Haayy kagwapa na lang jud ni Roxanne... Oh my Roxanne...



Nalingaw jud mi kaayo... Paghuman sa show, siyempre dili pwedeng walay mga pakyut arun mapansin... hehehe ...









Paghuman namu ug pose pose sa NCCC Mall, siyempre kutoy na man ang amuang mga tiyan mao nga nangaun mi sa BANOKS TAGUM...





Paghuman namu ug kaun, laag laag pa mi... Wa kabalu sila James, Carla ug Kagay nga naglaruy-laruy pa mi sa Tagum...

Sa ilawum mi ani sa Pinaka-dakung Christmas Tree sa Tagum..





Nice pud ni siya nga Park nila didto kay pwede kang Mag-iring iring tungod kay ngitngit man sa taas pero klaru kaayo ang kalyo sa tiil kay ang suga naa man sa ilawum... hehhee









Hahay, kapoy na amuang mga tiil ug baklay baklay, nidiretso na lang mi sa Terminal kay nagpaabot na sila James, Kagay ug Carla...

First taym pud nakung nakasakay ug Bachelor Bus.. Kusog jud diay magpadagan ang Bachelor mura pud ug Weena.. weeeeee!!



Mao kana ang amuang paglaroy-laroy sa CITY OF GOLD nga progresibo na jud kaayo... Hope to be back there Soon!!