I'm Strong... I know I am...

Ohh yeah! I’m tired, weak and restless. My back hurts and my neck cannot support my head anymore. It’s weird to say that I have given up but what can I really say when I don’t have the heart to live anymore?

Yeah, I know I sound extremely depressed and suicidal, but really I’m not. I’m just acting like a pathetic drama king.

Lately, I have been posting several pitiful blogs and bulletins about the things that happened in my life. And suddenly, it came into my mind that do I really have to express my sadness so that others may pity me? Well honestly, I don't really the type of person who usually ask for help about my life and especially my lovelife. I just dunno why I have to spend all my time being extremely emotional.

But guess what? Lately, I have been surrounded by some drama kings and queens also trying to ask help. But look, I’m not trying to be an asshole who complains about other peoples complaints about life and hardships. It’s clear that all of us, literally, goes through a time of turmoil and tyranny, but how does writing a blog suppose to conquer the pain? Instead of writing about being sad and being weak, do something about it. And that's what I'm doing... And I'm happy that at least I am now trying to move forward. Though sometimes, I still think of writing emotional blogs.

I understand that some folks do not have the same strength and the same courage to face life’s brutality, but in order for order to come into play it is necessary for your loved ones to know that you need that help.

A favorite composer, Jim Brickman, is an extraordinary man who writes pieces that express so many emotions about life without words. Really, life is like a song played on the piano, there are several times when the melody goes up and down the scale, times where the beat is picked up and slowed down, and times where the harmony joins in with the melody so that song doesn’t sound incomplete.

Life isn’t about living alone and expressing alone, in order for person to be truly happy is when the melody has a harmony to make their song sound complete.